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Hello! I don't journal much on here, but if you care to get to know me, here's a few ways:

Facebook: [link]
MSN: chirilas@hotmail.com
email: stefan.chirila@gmail.com
WWW/BLOG: [link]

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Journey of a photographer - part 2

Explanation:
Yes I know, there's no part 1 of this journal entry. But you can figure out what I mean by part 2; means there was stuff before now, that falls into the part 1 category and there's the part 2 that starts now. If that's not obvious then I must apologize for my lack of clarity, which hopefully I cleared up in this paragraph =)


You know where I started. Right here amongst you. I was and I am, more than ever, a proud deviant, who calls this web site his home, as well as the source of some of his fondest memories, and the home of the photographs that were witness to those moments. I remember the days when I would go online and research "differences in colour (and then color) between Nikon and Canon" haha yes I know ...I know; then the day that for the very first time I saw the word and searched it, "RAW photography" and the amazement that overcame me shortly after reading the wikipedia article, as well as the disappointment noticing my computer at the time was not powerful enough to handle RAW files. I remember the day I read an article by Mark Adamus :iconmarcadamus: and for the first time became aware of the notion of sharpening (SO THAT'S HOW THEY MAKE THE LEAFS LOOK SO CLEAR IN THOSE NATURE PICTURES!). What an adventure it was to go through these steps, getting closer and closer to the end goal ...being able to take the kind of images that I imagined taking. I can't say I am quite there yet; perhaps will never be; but I have gotten to the point where I want to share with all of you my gladness:

As of next week I will be teaching a photography workshop at a local community centre. It is called "Photographing Consciously" and is aimed to teach people the basics about those elements that they are able to control while shooting, in order so that next time they press a button and change a setting, they do it on purpose, because they know what it does and they desire that outcome in their image.

Link: [link]



You guys are like an adoptive family to me and I feel like I'm walking into the room saying "Hey, look what I can do!" I am really glad and thankful to be part of this community. Without this web site, I would be somewhere far away from the place where I am now; and for better or for worse, I will forever celebrate the day I joined deviantART :heart:
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Every time I log into deviantART recently, I get a strange feeling. I feel as if this place is of tremendous potential, I remember how I used to feel at home here, moreso than in my room, yet that somehow I am not quite taking advantage of the awesomeness of this place.

I thus decided to make an effort and consciously return to pointing my photography towards art. It's been all about business for the last while, and art had taken the back seat. Well no longer!

I start my endeavour with two photo essays. I took these images sometime during summer, and never (until now) touched them. It feels good to get back into old habits; taking images and then months later returning to the pretty sights of summer, after having almost forgotten those sessions took place!

Enjoy:

Quack - a photo essay: [link]
Fly - a photo essay: [link]
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  • Listening to: Jard of Clay - The Shelter
  • Playing: Hedgewars!
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Check out the images here! [link]

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October 11 1:51AM

The event went as planned (well more or less) and I am now in the process of editing the images.

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Along with Sarah Lisk (a fellow Kitchener, Ontario photographer), I am organizing the Inner Beauty 2010 Event, here in Kitchener/Waterloo this autumn. It'll be quite exciting because it's the first time I organize something of this magnitude hehe.

Here's the link to my blog post, where you can read the whole story about it and perhaps even decide to be part of it! =D --> [link]

You can also observe (and help spread the word) about the Inner Beauty 2010 Event on TWITTER under the tag #InnerBeauty2010. Help us make it a trending topic!
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Check out this article on the 10th birthday bash of deviantART [link]

I think I will go...
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There will be a photoWALK / devMEET this June 27th in Kitchener. Here's the facebook event: [link] and if you want you can add me to facebook too while at it: [link]

What: photoMEET (walking and optionally taking photos)
When: Sunday June 27th 2010
Where: Victoria Park, Kitchener, Ontario (at the clock tower)

This month's photoMEET will take us down the Iron Horse Trail (One of Kitchener's greatest treasures). It will be a more nature and networking (a getting-to-know-one-another) sort of photomeet than a portraiture oriented one.

You don't need to be a photographer to come. Even if just to have a nice walk and enjoy one of Kitchener's funnest spots. Come!
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Hi, My name is Stefan,

I am a passionate photographer who wants more out of photography than the pictures.

I want photography to be the means through which:

* I get a better glimpse into the world through
* I can better understand the philosophy of God
* I can reach into people's lives and make a positive difference

Through photography I also get to enjoy the fellowship of others who are passionate about the greatness of this art, many of which are here with me in this "little" (HAHA more like HUGE) place that we call home, deviantART.

So hereby I'd like to say hello to you, whoever you are, and to thank you for taking the time to look through this page with some of my artwork. I hope you enjoy it and if you like to contact me here's my

email address: stefan.chirila@gmail.com

The History behind Stefan:
May 14, 1984 Stefan is born! - City of Timisoara, Romania

I remember when I was about 11 or so, I convinced my grandmother to purchase a Kodak Cameo flash, 35mm camera for me. I shot a few rolls of film with it of friends of mine in the neighbourhood until my parents VERY clearly expressed how the developing of pictures is expensive ...or at least more expensive than they are willing to afford. So this is where my photographic career ended for then.

In 2000 I moved with my family to Canada.

In 2004 I joined deviantART! I posted artwork of various types, some shot with the still picture mode on my family's handy-video-cam. Later in the year, I received a digital camera, I believe for my birthday. A Toshiba 1megapixel camera, point and shoot. That lasted me about a year. Then next year I got a Konica/Minolta 4Megapixel point and shoot with a lovely Zeiss lens on it. Goodness, if that little brat shot RAW i'd still be using it today haha. I shot countless pictures of the trails in the area using that camera. I love nature and the rich colours and contrast on that little camera fed my passion.

In 2006, in summer, I purchased a Canon Digital Rebel XT EOS 350D. Shortly followed by a Nikon D200 in winter of 2007. My photography "progressed" if one can call it that. Now as much in quality as in quantity and diversity. In summer 2007 I decided to be a good friend and let Alyssa, :iconcanuckgurl22: use my Rebel XT. I believe it helped her boost her confidence in what she can really achieve with a camera, and finally put into action all the potential that I always knew was there =P

Within the period 2007-2009 I have been inspired and taught by her various little details and techniques which opened my eyes to new possibilities of editing and photographic concepts that I am very thankful for and which enriched my photography and made me the photographer that I am today.

July 18th 2009 I shot my first wedding and it was a great success! Thank you David and Katrina for entrusting this unique day to me, I am glad I was able to make it special for you!
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May 16 Kitchener Photowalk - A SUCCESS

Journal Entry: Fri Apr 30, 2010, 12:26 AM


To all deviants in the Kitchener, Waterloo, Cambridge, Guelph area...

May 16th 2010 will be the day I organize a photowalk in town. It will feature models. Come have fun with us!


THE MEET WAS A SUCCESS!
Not one deviant showed up, however the meet was a great success, considering we were 4 photographers that had the pleasure of having 4 beautiful faces posing for us!

I really hope a successful devMEET can take place in Kitchener someday =P

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I don't believe the devil I don't believe his book
But the truth is not the same without the lies he made up
I don't believe in excess sucess is to give
I don't believe in riches but you should see where I live
I... I believe in love

Don't believe in forced entry I don't believe in rape
But everytime she passes by wild thoughts escape
I don't believe in deathrow
skidrow or the gangs
Don't believe in the Uzi it just went off in my hand
I... I believe in love

Don't believe in cocaine I got a speedball in my head
I could cut and crack you open... did you hear what I said?
Don't believe them when they tell me there ain't no cure
The rich stay healthy the sick stay poor
I... I believe in love

I don't believe in Goldman his type like a curse
Instant karma's gonna get him if I don't get him first
I don't believe that Rock 'N Roll can really change the world
As it spins in revolution spirals and turns
I... I believe in love

I don't believe in the 60's in the golden age of pop
You glorify the past when the future dries up
I heard a singer on the radio late last night
Says he's gonna kick the darkness till it bleeds daylight*
I... I believe in love

I feel like I'm falling
like I'm spinning on a wheel
It always stops beside a name a presence I can feel
I... I believe in love


By U2 -for John Lennon

Youtube: [link]
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Library of Congress has set of color photos from WWII and the Depression. Stunning to see when you're used to B&W [link]
Library of Congress has set of color photos from WWII and the Depression. Stunning to see when you're used to B&W [link]
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News about me:
Good morning to all. I haven't written for a while and I welcome all of you back to my gallery. I very very very deeply feel the need of a change in style in my artwork. I have not posted anything that I can say I really really love in sooo long. =( I need some sort of a revival sort of event as far as my artwork is concerned. I have debated starting new with a new account, but I feel way too attached to the old name. Here's a secret, I've never liked it really. While everybody seems to have a nice witty internet name, I am stuck with this ...thing... that is made up of my last name and the first letter of my first name. How unoriginal. Yet somehow I find it hard to part with it. My artwork seems empty and without the joy that I would feel from going out of my way to find places in nature that I could look back on and say "wow that was an adventure going to". I feel jealous of other photographers who either have the inspiration to come up with interesting colours or just find the angles I don't seem to see. I need something ...what is yet to be seen ...ugh.

Epiphany

In the last while I've undergone somewhat of a change in my way of life and photography. As I have immersed myself into people photography I noticed that not only is this rather the way to turn photography into a career that can bring me actual income (considering portrait sessions bring me money rather than posting a landscape online hoping it would be purchased eventually), but it also allows me to have more of an influence in the world around me. I am noone important but when I am hired to be someone's photographer at an important time in their life, I become part of their life, get a glimpse into it and am to an extent responsible for recording it. As a side-note, I find it interesting how as the photographer, even though I am not directly responsible for people's joy (them celebrating their love relationship - when a couple wants portraits, or their birthday or wedding day), in the end because I am the one taking the pictures and to an extent producing their memories, well the medium in which the memories are stored, they end up acting as if I am responsible for their joy. I become sort of a distant uncle ...somewhere in the family tree. Not one that gets mentioned very often, but part of the family nonetheless. Understanding this has cause a little bit of an epiphany to happen inside my mind. I realized I have gone from not a lot ...to quite an influential position (if only so in my own view). Let me share with you a conversation that I have had over MSN with a friend of mine. At the same time let me mention how thankful I am for deviantART, my artist's refuge where I can speak my mind without worrying (too much) about the customers reading and judging me on it (not that I'd ever say bad things about them, my dear customers, God bless them, I love them, they are responsible for my income!)

(05:03:11 PM) Stefan: cant believe ashley hates U2
(05:03:12 PM) Stefan: :P
(05:03:14 PM) Stefan: terrible
(05:03:37 PM) Stefan: i mean ok ...the guy cant sing particularly well, but the songs are well thought of and well put together and the melodies sound nice
(05:04:10 PM) Sarah: They must be good at something to be so frigging huge!
(05:04:44 PM) Stefan: well they do have something
(05:04:46 PM) Stefan: i mean i dunno
(05:04:49 PM) Stefan: theyre a rock band
(05:05:02 PM) Stefan: theyre not way better than other rock bands out there ....music wise
(05:05:07 PM) Stefan: but they made it bigger than most
(05:06:13 PM) Stefan: theyre using their gift for greater good, raising awareness of the greater truths out there, how we're all in the same boat and instead of judging one another we need to carry each other cause we're one but we're not the same and each other is the only thing we've got going for us.
(05:07:27 PM) Stefan: also that we're all screwed up messed up creatures who need the divine. they dont take credit for what they do, they thank God for gifting them with what they have and just use it to help humanity without worrying about whether theyre indeed better than everyone else or make more money than britney spears
(05:08:24 PM) Stefan: and God seems to have a knack for taking things that are ordinary, and make them achieve quite extraordinary things. so youve got 4 guys with regular musical skill and maybe under-regular vocalist, moving the world :)
(05:12:05 PM) Stefan: im gonna write a journal entry on deviantart on them actually. they quite inspired me the other night when i was listening to [link]
(05:14:05 PM) Stefan: i realized im this nobody, random kid born in the east block under communism justlike so many others. but i made it out into canada, got a chance to learn to use computers well, photography and all of it completely without me having to do anything for it. my parents dragged me over out of romania ...my skill and interest in computers is natural, and photography, basically Alyssa fell into my lap metaphorically speaking, and taught me enough about portrait photography that now i can make good money with it
(05:15:07 PM) Stefan: so i think i pretty much owe the big guy something ....just like we all do
(05:15:34 PM) Stefan: but im thinking maybe U2 ended up feeling similarly, they went from being a little almost no-name Irish rock band to being people who bias world view
(05:16:54 PM) Stefan: these things dont just happen, milions of people are born and die unknown and without the chance to change a thing anywhere in any way. i got to go from being a child of communism to having the chance to do something. and id really like to not die thinking "i really should have acted on that chance"
(05:16:59 PM) Stefan: k im done with my monologue :P
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The free world of photography

by Stefan Chirila :iconchirilas:




I am sure many of you can relate to this emotion: when you are sitting and staring at your computer screen with a good idea in your mind, yet you seem to fail to find the means to start talking about your subject. My idea is the topic behind this piece of writing, "The Free World of Photography". I would like to start by letting you know that although I will speak in terms of photography, since this is the conjuncture through which I came upon these ideas, they are just as valid in a more generic scenario and just as fitting to describe the place where we are today.

I was reading a book ...on photography, more precisely on being a successful photographer, the other day, when the words written in it drove me to contemplate the notion that the world is undergoing a certain change that the author is calling "the flat world". The author speaks of the fact that technology is flattening and equalizing the vast differences and distances that used to have a very strong word to say when it came to inter-human interaction between two remote places in the world. Nowadays, however, the Internet is rendering some thousand kilometres meaningless when it comes to, let's say, someone in North America wanting to have a verbal real-time conversation with someone in Europe, for the sake of the example. As long as both have access to the Internet, which in the past years has become less and less of a major feat to achieve, they can both use Skype, a popular Voip (Voice Over I.P.) tool to hear one another, in some instances at a higher quality than they would over the phone, and at considerably lower cost, considering that Skype is free of cost and their internet service provider would not charge either of them more for doing this, than it would for simply being online for that specific period of time.


I used this example above in order to illustrate how the state of technology today has defeated some of the challenges that we would consider nearly unchallengeable not so long ago. An obvious one is long distances. But the thing that came to my mind is of a far more abstract nature, yet influences us in many more ways every day. I am talking about the freedom that the state of things today gives us. And to the extent that I have thought about the matter, I found that there are three type of this freedom worth mentioning.


1 The Freedom To Network

So back to photography. As a photographer myself, I will share with you how modern technology influences my work-flow the most: I am given a unique opportunity to network. As an artist, I am part of numerous artists' communities online, such as deviantART.com and Flickr.com. They are only two examples of a large number of such communities that offer, in four words, the freedom of networking.

This networking infers the showcasing of one's artwork, the giving and receiving of constructive criticism, getting of advice. Another great element of these networks is the opportunity to learn. Many photographers speak and write on the topic of photography there, such as I do right here right now. Of course depending on the author of the text, some may be more interesting, engaging, or useful than others, but nonetheless one is suddenly able to tap a resource, getting a glimpse into a talented photographer's thoughts, without him or her having already become famous enough to write for magazines or having published books.

In many cases one can stumble upon some very useful resources, which otherwise would have cost a lot of time in research, or would have been inaccessible, if the case is that one gets the information from the inventor of the technique.

Many such artists' meeting places online also feature chat rooms and forums. These can be used to schedule physical meetings between like-minded artists. A great example for that is deviantART's equivalent of that, the devMEET. There are virtual clubs of artists from the same country, same city, or sometimes neighbourhood, which once in a while have devMEETs for several occasions. For example a club that I am aware of just recently had a Halloween devMEET.

Books and writings by artists and connoisseurs are also much easier to acquire in this day online. I am right now reading a book written by a photographer about being a photographer and a few minutes ago I have reviewed two tutorials written by photographers on photographic techniques, both without having to leave the house, or my computer where most of my work takes place.

In other words, we conclude that even though most of these elements talked about above are not necessarily entirely new notions, such as networking, meeting like minded people, sharing ideas, learning from professionals, in today's age we notice that we do have an increased freedom regarding the access to these elements through the Internet.


2 The Freedom to Pirate

Along comes another element of our lives that becomes enhanced by the moment's conditions. The element of piracy. Most of the time the first thing that comes to my mind when I talk about piracy or pirates is ...well you guessed it, the storybook pirate, think Pirates of the Caribbean. One thing that I always manage to notice when watching the films of that series is how nicely portrayed the pirates are. Well ...not nice per se, but rather along the lines of misunderstood individuals that are in said situation rather because the environment forces them to, or because they simply crave a poetic liberty and freedom of going wherever they want to go whenever they wish to and to pursue random hidden treasures following treasure maps. A great example is the character of Captain Jack Sparrow (notice I did not forget to mention Captain), whom we literally learn to adore and feel sorry for and wonder what on earth the East India Trading company has against when all he wants is to have his ship back and freely sail the seven seas to wherever he pleases. All this comes mainly from the fact that film makers and of course the writers of the story, for good reason, left out some of the things that pirates of that day were known for ...plundering, raping, killing and other similar activities. Without showing them, a pirate remains mainly a rebel who refuses to adjust to social norms and chooses to randomly sail the seas, often omitting to change into clean clothes once in a while.

I think one of the reasons why many of us have so little against piracy today is because today's Internet pirates, well mostly the small everyday ones, are so much alike these fictional half-pirate personas. Let me explain. First of all try to think if you've ever committed something that could qualify as modern-day-Internet-piracy. Have you illegally downloaded music from Limewire/Kazaa/Napster ? Have you downloaded movie torrents from [link] ? Have you as a photographer used another photographer's images as previews on your own website? If you answered yes to either of these questions then you qualify for the status of having at least once committed piracy. You may be thinking now, "So what? I didn't hurt anyone..." and in a way you are right, you haven't left anyone without a valuable object that make them feel they are at great material loss without, you simply acquired a copy of something someone else possessed, even if without their consent. This might make you feel like a little Capt'n Jack Sparrow, proud that he managed to get his ship back from the evil Barbosa, when you managed to get your favourite song off of Limewire without having to pay for the whole Artist's album at the music store. However if you invest a little thinking into it you can not get away from the issue without having to admit that indeed you have committed an act of piracy, even if you didn't kill anyone for it, nor did you cause someone a huge financial distress, you still took someone's property without their consent and that is in the end a form of theft.

I am not writing this in order to awake feelings of remorse, my point is that because being a pirate nowadays involves way less cruelty and direct physical violence, one has a very easy time neglecting the negative implications of people unrightfully using someone else's property as their own and one quickly slides towards the extreme of venerating such behaviour and finding it to be proof of cleverness rather than a negative thing.

As far as today's Internet piracy goes I find that one can divide things up into two major categories: The Robin Hood Scenario and the Bad Pirate Scenario.

The Robin Hood Scenario: John goes on the Internet and downloads the newest U2 Album and puts it on his iPod. Then he goes back and downloads Lord of The Rings - The Fellowship Of The Ring from [link]

The Bad Pirate Scenario: Photographer Michael Michaels (I really hope this is not a real photographer's name) is working on his blog, when he gets to the part where he has to create a gallery with some engagement portraits for his potential customers. He then surfs the web looking for the blog of his favourite wedding photographer and saves a few of his photographs to his computer and then eventually integrates them into his own blog.

While both these types of piracy are technically bad, when one finds himself in a Robin Hood Scenario, one neither thinks of himself as bad, nor do most other people. Why is that? The answer is, because the Robin Hood Scenario is a case in which the so called pirate causes hurt to the music and movie industry, who is not exactly seen in a most positive manner by the majority of people today. We all know how music labels treat artists and what huge amounts of money they make, while the artist gets paid a tiny fraction of it, that we cease to have even the least bit of remorse towards them*.

*Of course this does not have to be the case for everyone. I used an exaggerated manner of speaking in order to make my point.


The Bad Pirate scenario, however is completely different. Especially photographers will agree, more especially those who have once or twice been on the victim side of things in such scenario. Even if we are not photographers, it just feels wrong. Why? Because this time it is easier for us to put ourselves in the shoes of the victim and at the same time the victim of this case is one that we can feel sorry for.

Now, speaking in terms of photography, the industry's standard is the following: Adobe Photoshop and Adobe Lightroom for most professional photographic work.

To those of you who have dabbled in photography for a bit, it will be no secret that the programs mentioned above are quite on the expensive side, at least Adobe Photoshop and Adobe Lightroom. Yet they are the standard that most photographers use and that most tutorials online are written for. So what is a photographer to do? Well, one can either spend an extended amount of time working and attempting to go without food, in order to get the money together; or one can make a loan and consider it an investment in one's photographic future; or one can do the thing that all of you have already been thinking considering the previous paragraphs and download a pirated version of the software.

It is indeed a sad thing, the way things are and that it is this pricy for an enthusiast to practice their hobby and to enrich the world of art with their participation and that most of them are more or less pushed into the situation of having to practice piracy in order to be granted basic tools.

Luckily, however, there is another freedom that we are given by the current state of the world and the technology within it. I call it the Freedom to Open.


3 The Freedom to Open

Open is a wonderful word, if you ask me. It suggests endless possibilities, it makes me think of beautiful landscape photography and it beautifully rolls off the tongue without much effort.

Open is a word that can describe the state of information today online. The notion of open can resonate with the notion of freedom that we have discussed before. In an open place one is not kept prisoner, one has access and one has the right to action.

Open is however also a notion that can stand for the philosophy of being available for others. Along with the freedom of networking that the Internet gives us, we also have the option to use it and be open with others who might need our help, could use our knowledge, experience and friendship. I am not trying to revolutionize people's thinking and induce a state of Utopia. What I am talking about is photographers sharing knowledge in forums, in the spirit of sharing that which makes photography a beautiful art with those less experienced, by means of Open Workshops, Open Tutorials, Open Resources, readily available.

I am also talking about software. Free and Open Source Software - FOSS ([link] which is indeed a worldwide initiative that works in this mindset. In this case free is meant as in freedom, the freedom of what you as a person can do with the software, as opposed to being restricted by the author and barely being able to do much with it.

This philosophy has given birth to real alternatives to the real problems that we are facing today. Some of these are replacements for the industry standards that are the Adobe products. These alternatives are The Gimp ([link] as an equivalent to the well known Photoshop and RAWTherapee ([link] as an equivalent to Lightroom. And there are many more as well, panorama stitcher Hugin ([link] and HDR exposure blender Qtpfsgui ([link] fill other niches of photographers' needs. Considering that these open initiatives are going against established instances of Adobe projects that this company invests considerable amounts in every year, the open projects' achievements are considerable; the open projects being of mostly non-commercial nature and fueled mostly by the interest of volunteer programmers.

For those who have been a victim of a scenario that pushes the best of us towards the practice of piracy, this is very good news; because now there is an alternative. Now there is such a thing as having the freedom to choose a viable alternative to huge sacrifice or piracy. Now we have the freedom to Open.
Hey hey everybody,

Here's the result of some meditation upon some photography related issues that I've had lately. Enjoy!


The free world of photography

by Stefan Chirila :iconchirilas:




I am sure many of you can relate to this emotion: when you are sitting and staring at your computer screen with a good idea in your mind, yet you seem to fail to find the means to start talking about your subject. My idea is the topic behind this piece of writing, "The Free World of Photography". I would like to start by letting you know that although I will speak in terms of photography, since this is the conjuncture through which I came upon these ideas, they are just as valid in a more generic scenario and just as fitting to describe the place where we are today.

I was reading a book ...on photography, more precisely on being a successful photographer, the other day, when the words written in it drove me to contemplate the notion that the world is undergoing a certain change that the author is calling "the flat world". The author speaks of the fact that technology is flattening and equalizing the vast differences and distances that used to have a very strong word to say when it came to inter-human interaction between two remote places in the world. Nowadays, however, the Internet is rendering some thousand kilometres meaningless when it comes to, let's say, someone in North America wanting to have a verbal real-time conversation with someone in Europe, for the sake of the example. As long as both have access to the Internet, which in the past years has become less and less of a major feat to achieve, they can both use Skype, a popular Voip (Voice Over I.P.) tool to hear one another, in some instances at a higher quality than they would over the phone, and at considerably lower cost, considering that Skype is free of cost and their internet service provider would not charge either of them more for doing this, than it would for simply being online for that specific period of time.


I used this example above in order to illustrate how the state of technology today has defeated some of the challenges that we would consider nearly unchallengeable not so long ago. An obvious one is long distances. But the thing that came to my mind is of a far more abstract nature, yet influences us in many more ways every day. I am talking about the freedom that the state of things today gives us. And to the extent that I have thought about the matter, I found that there are three type of this freedom worth mentioning.


1 The Freedom To Network

So back to photography. As a photographer myself, I will share with you how modern technology influences my work-flow the most: I am given a unique opportunity to network. As an artist, I am part of numerous artists' communities online, such as deviantART.com and Flickr.com. They are only two examples of a large number of such communities that offer, in four words, the freedom of networking.

This networking infers the showcasing of one's artwork, the giving and receiving of constructive criticism, getting of advice. Another great element of these networks is the opportunity to learn. Many photographers speak and write on the topic of photography there, such as I do right here right now. Of course depending on the author of the text, some may be more interesting, engaging, or useful than others, but nonetheless one is suddenly able to tap a resource, getting a glimpse into a talented photographer's thoughts, without him or her having already become famous enough to write for magazines or having published books.

In many cases one can stumble upon some very useful resources, which otherwise would have cost a lot of time in research, or would have been inaccessible, if the case is that one gets the information from the inventor of the technique.

Many such artists' meeting places online also feature chat rooms and forums. These can be used to schedule physical meetings between like-minded artists. A great example for that is deviantART's equivalent of that, the devMEET. There are virtual clubs of artists from the same country, same city, or sometimes neighbourhood, which once in a while have devMEETs for several occasions. For example a club that I am aware of just recently had a Halloween devMEET.

Books and writings by artists and connoisseurs are also much easier to acquire in this day online. I am right now reading a book written by a photographer about being a photographer and a few minutes ago I have reviewed two tutorials written by photographers on photographic techniques, both without having to leave the house, or my computer where most of my work takes place.

In other words, we conclude that even though most of these elements talked about above are not necessarily entirely new notions, such as networking, meeting like minded people, sharing ideas, learning from professionals, in today's age we notice that we do have an increased freedom regarding the access to these elements through the Internet.


2 The Freedom to Pirate

Along comes another element of our lives that becomes enhanced by the moment's conditions. The element of piracy. Most of the time the first thing that comes to my mind when I talk about piracy or pirates is ...well you guessed it, the storybook pirate, think Pirates of the Caribbean. One thing that I always manage to notice when watching the films of that series is how nicely portrayed the pirates are. Well ...not nice per se, but rather along the lines of misunderstood individuals that are in said situation rather because the environment forces them to, or because they simply crave a poetic liberty and freedom of going wherever they want to go whenever they wish to and to pursue random hidden treasures following treasure maps. A great example is the character of Captain Jack Sparrow (notice I did not forget to mention Captain), whom we literally learn to adore and feel sorry for and wonder what on earth the East India Trading company has against when all he wants is to have his ship back and freely sail the seven seas to wherever he pleases. All this comes mainly from the fact that film makers and of course the writers of the story, for good reason, left out some of the things that pirates of that day were known for ...plundering, raping, killing and other similar activities. Without showing them, a pirate remains mainly a rebel who refuses to adjust to social norms and chooses to randomly sail the seas, often omitting to change into clean clothes once in a while.

I think one of the reasons why many of us have so little against piracy today is because today's Internet pirates, well mostly the small everyday ones, are so much alike these fictional half-pirate personas. Let me explain. First of all try to think if you've ever committed something that could qualify as modern-day-Internet-piracy. Have you illegally downloaded music from Limewire/Kazaa/Napster ? Have you downloaded movie torrents from [link] ? Have you as a photographer used another photographer's images as previews on your own website? If you answered yes to either of these questions then you qualify for the status of having at least once committed piracy. You may be thinking now, "So what? I didn't hurt anyone..." and in a way you are right, you haven't left anyone without a valuable object that make them feel they are at great material loss without, you simply acquired a copy of something someone else possessed, even if without their consent. This might make you feel like a little Capt'n Jack Sparrow, proud that he managed to get his ship back from the evil Barbosa, when you managed to get your favourite song off of Limewire without having to pay for the whole Artist's album at the music store. However if you invest a little thinking into it you can not get away from the issue without having to admit that indeed you have committed an act of piracy, even if you didn't kill anyone for it, nor did you cause someone a huge financial distress, you still took someone's property without their consent and that is in the end a form of theft.

I am not writing this in order to awake feelings of remorse, my point is that because being a pirate nowadays involves way less cruelty and direct physical violence, one has a very easy time neglecting the negative implications of people unrightfully using someone else's property as their own and one quickly slides towards the extreme of venerating such behaviour and finding it to be proof of cleverness rather than a negative thing.

As far as today's Internet piracy goes I find that one can divide things up into two major categories: The Robin Hood Scenario and the Bad Pirate Scenario.

The Robin Hood Scenario: John goes on the Internet and downloads the newest U2 Album and puts it on his iPod. Then he goes back and downloads Lord of The Rings - The Fellowship Of The Ring from [link]

The Bad Pirate Scenario: Photographer Michael Michaels (I really hope this is not a real photographer's name) is working on his blog, when he gets to the part where he has to create a gallery with some engagement portraits for his potential customers. He then surfs the web looking for the blog of his favourite wedding photographer and saves a few of his photographs to his computer and then eventually integrates them into his own blog.

While both these types of piracy are technically bad, when one finds himself in a Robin Hood Scenario, one neither thinks of himself as bad, nor do most other people. Why is that? The answer is, because the Robin Hood Scenario is a case in which the so called pirate causes hurt to the music and movie industry, who is not exactly seen in a most positive manner by the majority of people today. We all know how music labels treat artists and what huge amounts of money they make, while the artist gets paid a tiny fraction of it, that we cease to have even the least bit of remorse towards them*.

*Of course this does not have to be the case for everyone. I used an exaggerated manner of speaking in order to make my point.


The Bad Pirate scenario, however is completely different. Especially photographers will agree, more especially those who have once or twice been on the victim side of things in such scenario. Even if we are not photographers, it just feels wrong. Why? Because this time it is easier for us to put ourselves in the shoes of the victim and at the same time the victim of this case is one that we can feel sorry for.

Now, speaking in terms of photography, the industry's standard is the following: Adobe Photoshop and Adobe Lightroom for most professional photographic work.

To those of you who have dabbled in photography for a bit, it will be no secret that the programs mentioned above are quite on the expensive side, at least Adobe Photoshop and Adobe Lightroom. Yet they are the standard that most photographers use and that most tutorials online are written for. So what is a photographer to do? Well, one can either spend an extended amount of time working and attempting to go without food, in order to get the money together; or one can make a loan and consider it an investment in one's photographic future; or one can do the thing that all of you have already been thinking considering the previous paragraphs and download a pirated version of the software.

It is indeed a sad thing, the way things are and that it is this pricy for an enthusiast to practice their hobby and to enrich the world of art with their participation and that most of them are more or less pushed into the situation of having to practice piracy in order to be granted basic tools.

Luckily, however, there is another freedom that we are given by the current state of the world and the technology within it. I call it the Freedom to Open.


3 The Freedom to Open

Open is a wonderful word, if you ask me. It suggests endless possibilities, it makes me think of beautiful landscape photography and it beautifully rolls off the tongue without much effort.

Open is a word that can describe the state of information today online. The notion of open can resonate with the notion of freedom that we have discussed before. In an open place one is not kept prisoner, one has access and one has the right to action.

Open is however also a notion that can stand for the philosophy of being available for others. Along with the freedom of networking that the Internet gives us, we also have the option to use it and be open with others who might need our help, could use our knowledge, experience and friendship. I am not trying to revolutionize people's thinking and induce a state of Utopia. What I am talking about is photographers sharing knowledge in forums, in the spirit of sharing that which makes photography a beautiful art with those less experienced, by means of Open Workshops, Open Tutorials, Open Resources, readily available.

I am also talking about software. Free and Open Source Software - FOSS ([link] which is indeed a worldwide initiative that works in this mindset. In this case free is meant as in freedom, the freedom of what you as a person can do with the software, as opposed to being restricted by the author and barely being able to do much with it.

This philosophy has given birth to real alternatives to the real problems that we are facing today. Some of these are replacements for the industry standards that are the Adobe products. These alternatives are The Gimp ([link] as an equivalent to the well known Photoshop and RAWTherapee ([link] as an equivalent to Lightroom. And there are many more as well, panorama stitcher Hugin ([link] and HDR exposure blender Qtpfsgui ([link] fill other niches of photographers' needs. Considering that these open initiatives are going against established instances of Adobe projects that this company invests considerable amounts in every year, the open projects' achievements are considerable; the open projects being of mostly non-commercial nature and fueled mostly by the interest of volunteer programmers.

For those who have been a victim of a scenario that pushes the best of us towards the practice of piracy, this is very good news; because now there is an alternative. Now there is such a thing as having the freedom to choose a viable alternative to huge sacrifice or piracy. Now we have the freedom to Open.
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Hey friends,

I decided it is time to improve on me blog/official site: http: // stefanchirila [dot] com - [link]

And I would love to hear your artsy ideas as to what youd find coule make a good improvement on it! Please comment! Thanks!!!
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Recently I took some friends on a roadtrip to Websters falls, Ontario. A place with wonderful landscapes, fall colours, waterfalls ...and George Webster's grave.

Now I don't mean to act like a superstitious scardycat, but it seems that every time I go there and read the inscription on the grave out loud to my friends, something weird and dislikable hapens shortly after.

In 2008 in November when I went there with :iconcanuckgurl22: quite a frightening fog came down and ...although it made a perfect scenario for photographs, we ended up with the car broken into.

About a week ago when I went there with my friends Daniel, David and Megan, I did the same things, I read the inscription out loud with poetic expression and ...well I'd love to say nothing happened. But later that evening while having dinner together, I managed to spill a whole cup of red wine over myself and Daniel... but the more curious thing is that within the last few days Megan's place got broken into ...of course through a window and stuff got stolen.

Coincidence? well that is what I'd like to know from YOU

Now I know that Hamilton is known for paranormal occurances. But I haven't heard of anything relating to Webster's falls. Have you? If yes or if you've had any similar experience... let me know =)
Recently I took some friends on a roadtrip to Websters falls, Ontario. A place with wonderful landscapes, fall colours, waterfalls ...and George Webster's grave.

Now I don't mean to act like a superstitious scardycat, but it seems that every time I go there and read the inscription on the grave out loud to my friends, something weird and dislikable hapens shortly after.

In 2008 in November when I went there with :iconcanuckgurl22: quite a frightening fog came down and ...although it made a perfect scenario for photographs, we ended up with the car broken into.

About a week ago when I went there with my friends Daniel, David and Megan, I did the same things, I read the inscription out loud with poetic expression and ...well I'd love to say nothing happened. But later that evening while having dinner together, I managed to spill a whole cup of red wine over myself and Daniel... but the more curious thing is that within the last few days Megan's place got broken into ...of course through a window and stuff got stolen.

Coincidence? well that is what I'd like to know from YOU

Now I know that Hamilton is known for paranormal occurances. But I haven't heard of anything relating to Webster's falls. Have you? If yes or if you've had any similar experience... let me know =)
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So the other day I received a most pleasant comment on a deviation.
Seeing this makes me appreciate your artistic eye all the more. Something a million people may have walked by, you tenderly captured in a frozen instant and allowed it a silent moment of honour. Well done. Your work- brilliant!


This was an old deviation that I submitted back in 2005. One that I almost forgot about after all this time. And seeing that someone viewed it now and wrote such a lovely comment on it just made my heart beat up and I was pleased that even allpowerful time doesnt have power over everything altogether. I am going to link to it below here but as you will notice, the deviation has a mature content filter on it.


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That filter is the reason I am writing this article in the first place. For those of you who dare not look at the deviation due to the filter, heres what the picture features. It is a picture of a bird that I found on my way home one afternoon. It is dead. That conclusion I drew from the fact that it was laying on the ground ...was not making any movement, was laying on its back with its legs up and ...once again, was not making any movement.

Overcome by some sort of artsy melancholy, I decided to take a photograph of it, nicely composed (by the best of my abilities at the time) and to post the image on deviantART with the purpose of making the fact that that bird had once lived, to all of deviantART. By doing so I figured I would raise awareness about the little things, like the random sparrow that sits in a tree and nobody ever notices, unless tragedy strikes and for some reason it dies and we stumble upon it while walking down the street. For whatever its worth, the bird probably never wanted all this publicity and if it were up to it now, if it were to know this it would probably turn in its grave and wish it had died some other-where.

Just for the record, I would like to mention how the picture does neither portray the bird in a make-fun situation, or situation that would suggest animal cruelty. There is no blood present, neither signs of gore. So I encourage you to scroll back up and take a look for yourselves, now that I hope I reassured you enough that it is safe.

So why does this image have a mature filter? Now that is the point of this journal entry. Upon showing my dear friend, and although I'd like to and some would consider it fair that I do, I am not going to mention her name here, just because I'd like to think I'm a better person =P, the nice comment that I received, she immediately pointed out to me how the bird is ...dead. I replied that I realize that and asked what her point is. She then mentioned to me how I surely remember how she once found a picture someone submitted of a dismembered bovine hanging from the ceiling in a slaughterhouse and she imediately reported that picture and it got a filter put on it even though the author didn't want to apply one himself.

I affirmed that I remember the situation and at the same time I reassured her that in my opinion my picture does not qualify as a picture that depicts disturbing material and that it shouldn't be treated as such. She however insisted that the fact that the bird is fundamentally DEAD, would be so potentially disturbing to ...say, a small child accidentally stumbling upon that picture while surfing the web, that the child may get nightmares from it.

I established my point that I do not believe that would be the case and I received a fair warning from her that if I don't mark it as mature then she will report it, as she report ANY image of a dead animal she spots on deviantART. To be honest I didn't think she would actually do it. And to be honest I was somewhat curious if shed really be as proud as to go so far just to prove me wrong. Turns out that she did, that a deviantART gallery supervisor took a look and checked it as mature content. I won't go about arguing it with the supervisors of course, after all I do intend to become a deviantART senior member someday =P ...but seriously, come on.

That night I even asked a friend of mine in her 30s who is a mother of two children as to what her opinion is on the matter. She thought that the picture does not look scary, and if a child were to see it ...a child that is old enough to realize the bird is actually dead (due to no blood showing) then that child is probably old enough to have been told about and to be able to comprehend the idea of death that it will not be utterly shocked.

But hey, for the sake of the debate. What is your opinion random deviantART member? =) humour me
Lord of the Rings the two towers by J.R.R. Tolkien

Sam: I know. It's all wrong. By rights we shouldn't even be here. But we are. It's like in the great stories, Mr. Frodo. The ones that really mattered. Full of darkness and danger, they were. And sometimes you didn't want to know the end. Because how could the end be happy? How could the world go back to the way it was when so much bad had happened? But in the end, it's only a passing thing, this shadow. Even darkness must pass. A new day will come. And when the sun shines it will shine out the clearer. Those were the stories that stayed with you. That meant something, even if you were too small to understand why. But I think, Mr. Frodo, I do understand. I know now. Folk in those stories had lots of chances of turning back, only they didn't. They kept going. Because they were holding on to something.

Frodo: What are we holding onto, Sam?

Sam: That there's some good in this world, Mr. Frodo... and it's worth fighting for.
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Haha it's not by me, it's She is the sunlight by Trading Yesterday

If all the flowers faded away
And if all the storm clouds decided to stay
Then you would find me
Each hour the same
She is tomorrow
And I am today

If right is leaving
I'd rather be wrong
She is sunlight
The sun is gone

And if loving her is
Is a heartache for me
And if holding her means
I have to bleed
Then I am the martyr
Love is to blame
She is the healing
And I the pain

She lives in a daydream.
I don't belong.
She is the sunlight.
The sun is gone.

I said if right is leaving
I'd rather be wrong.
She is the sunlight,
The sun is gone.
She is the sunlight,
The sun is gone.
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  • Drinking: water

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